Rest In Peace

Terence called to tell that one of our mutual friend passed away at 11.30pm on 17 Dec '10... I asked who??? and am i close to him???? in my heart was screaming so loudly "no"... i dun wanna know the name please... i really dun wanna know... Hwee Yeung is the name... yes, he is the one.... I screamed at Terence and accuse him that he lied... cos he always did... my tears was rushing out from my eyes and across my cheek.. with shiver tone of voice... i said: I'll call Way Boon.... as i will not belif...

I've always pray to be happy and everyone beside me to be healthy and strong...especially my family as i cant afford to loose any of them... no matter how much we argue, we fight... still i would want to be able to see them or touch them... The death of Hwee Yeung was a shockingly terrible and horrible news that i belif none of us wanted to believe in... It is one more month away from Chinese New Year and 2 months away from his 28th BD... why does he have to leave us in a rush?????? I force myself to believe tat GOD has a better and more important mission for him to accomplish... I AM BELIEVING.... it is a sleepless nite for most of us.... The rain outside the house is hinting and might be the GOODBYE & SO LONG sign from Hwee Yeung to us....

Yeung, I'll always remember what you told me... you was the one that encourage me not to make a simple thing complicated... not to let go on things that you love too easily... even I did not have a good ending with him... but yet, i appreciate advise that you once gave and am practicing it now... Regretted tat i always said wanna ask u out yam char with us and i din accomplish that till today... I took it for granted that we will meet as we stay so near... Am sorry... I know u are somewhere near HIM... somewhere tat is free from sadness and pain... somewhere better...

It is end of 2010, it is eve of Way Boon's BD..... He left us without saying Goodbye....

Wishing that his FB account will stays and we could search for his happy faces there wheneva we want to...