Fallen Angel In Black & White

Measurable Vs Immeasurable

2011-10-27T04:59:00.000-07:00

It keeps running in my head...
What makes you a better person? If you think you are...

You could be the wealthiest person on earth,
You could be the smartest ass on earth,
You could be the best looking person on earth,
But with an ugly heart, that does not make you the best person on earth.

Money, status, ranking and ownership is quantifier & measurable values...
Whereas personality, attitude and behaviour is the qualifier & immeasurable values...
Not many of us able to behold the immeasurable values,
That's wat make a person with immeasurable precious...

It might sound like an another moral story to you but i think it does applicable to us.

Complains, critics, gossip & look down on others,
Does not make you any higher level than others but just humiliating yourself of being little.
Feel so sad for them...

Respect & being sensitive to others feeling,
Being care and understanding... it is what it takes to make a person shine...

Appreciate every little things on earth, even as small as you are still breathing today...
Cos it makes your realised that you are still alive.

Thank God...

By Miley

2011-10-21T10:19:00.000-07:00

昨天,我看见了失望...
今天,我看见了希望...
都是同一时间...
感恩...

美琳的做品:
Sometimes when u say "im ok" i know u r NOT ! There is alwaz abit of something hidden when u say "nothing" 在老娘的地头，王姓少女你别装了...这种角色老娘比你更资深，哈哈~
本来老娘要封锁笔上山修行了！但看到你这女人~为了你，好吧！
如果伤心，就痛快的哭一哭！然后鼻涕快擦一擦听我说，不要让老娘等太久啊!

是他不懂你的好！他不懂珍惜你，老娘要他把你还给我！！！把老娘姐妹搞成这样气死我了！！
一个男人，如果恶意背叛不忠情感或连让他唯一的女人都感受不到被爱和幸福...再成功，再荣华富贵，再有头有脸的男人..都只是个失败的人！姐妹啊，我没有亲姐妹..所以我一直把你们当亲姐妹看待～所以我希望看到你们把自己托福给一个懂得爱的男人，一个无论舍么状况都不会放开你的手让你悲伤..一个有安全感会想尽办法疼你让你享受被爱的男人，就算再平凡..他也是个真正成功的好男人♥♫♪～然后期待多年后我们一起分享各自的小小幸福！好不？？（你要被逼说，好！）

别急，我们不跟人比早，只比以后的幸福有多少♥♫♪～最后想对迷失在大海里的鱼说...要做就做自游自在的鱼，因为你的男人就像大海的辽阔会包容你..别做鱼缸里流泪的鱼...不管你迷失到哪里，记得我这条美人鱼，永远在这里！迷失了记得回来这里！

by Miley

My 1st

2011-10-20T20:34:00.000-07:00

Your words carved in my heart,
And it hurts so much.
Not sure where are we heading to,
with your don't care attitude.

Your promises used to be sweet,
but it is a knife now killing me deep.
Reading countless sweet messages & letters from past,
Sad that it faded so fast.

Am I only a back up to you,
when it seems like am the least important to you.
Knowing that you are fully selfish,
but still I choose to be foolish.

Trying

2011-10-20T20:13:00.001-07:00

Trying to understand..
Tired of keep trying..
Thinking of stop trying..

knowing where it will leads to when I stop trying...
So shall i be selfish and stop trying??

LOST...

迷路的鱼

2011-10-20T18:54:00.000-07:00

我好像忘了如何享受爱与被爱...
对爱失去了信心...
好想放手, 但害怕孤单...
看看左右, 前后... 我不是还一个人吗？？
爱是要妥协吗？？我以为是...
不是一起创造属于两个人的未来吗？？看来好像不是...
我迷失了, 不懂该怎么样走...
所以还是一个人, 穿上伪装坚强好胜的战衣,低着头, 向前走...

What If...

2011-05-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

Couples gone thru stages..

1) Meeting - from strangers to getting know each other, he did everything to get the right gal.

2) The Chase - Somesaid the best part of relationship, all he wanted was to know more about her, to hang out with her, the only person that he wanna talk to was her, she was the Number 1 priority. Butterflies.

3)Honeymoon - When the each side agrees to commit to each other,when she says ya for being his GF.

4)Comfortable - Simmer down back to normal seat. Have brazillion pix and know every details about each other. When you can truely be themselves. It is when they taking each other for granted.Someone stops trying and feeling aint as strong as before.

5)Tolerance - Someone that is special turns out to be not that special anymore. When arguement being very often. Dissatisfy and unhappy bout the relationship, trying to fix thing, but it is not working...

6)Downhill - Effort trying to make things work just isnt worth anymore.. Argument continues and dont get solve. Sometimes u cant even remember wat u were arguing for.

7)Break Up - THE END, the worst stage ever. Leaving in mutual terms if that would be possible. Back to where they started... strangers again...

When they are in comfortable stage, it is to either go downhill that leads to break up or get marry to each other...

What happen if we dont end up togather? cant get togather, are we goona hate each other, will we keep in touch?

If life seperate us and we are in totally in different places... always remember what our past life have make us grow... i'll be thankful for that.. i hope that whereeva you are, you will be thankful too... i think that is the best we could wish for..

Love Is...

2011-05-11T09:14:00.000-07:00

when you love him for who he is, not what he is...
when you love him for who he has, not what he has...
when the distance of heart that matters, not distance of location he is...
how well you understands him, not how long your know him...

外公 RIP 2011年4月9日

2011-04-17T06:23:00.000-07:00

您走的第七天....

今天，我想您了....

需要....

2011-04-14T02:45:00.000-07:00

我好想有个拥抱.... 紧紧的...
我好想有个慰问.... 温柔的...
我好想哭....尽情的...
你在就好了....可惜你不会懂的...

不会让你懂，只因我不想成为你的负担，只因我希望在你心中我是成熟的...

Confusion

2011-03-30T03:46:00.000-07:00

Not sure if i've made the right choice but don't really like the feeling am having now...

LDR isn't really as fun as i think, not as easy as i belif... the feeling of uncertainty, blur, abstract and heart squeezing is killing me... things seems to be so confuse as am not sure whether i am in a relationship onot... Am i really someone's gal or it is just my imaginations? Everything seems to be so unclear... so fade away... so unreachable... so near yet so far... to have someone that i dun get to see, to say OK to be the gal for someone tat i barely know... it is so not me....

wat am i doing???? wat did i get myself into???

GOD, i pray for strength and faith...

New Chapter

2011-03-14T20:16:00.000-07:00

Things are always easier to say than done... with stories i heard, experiences i went thru and books that i read.. things seems to be unchanged... i tot i could make a different in ME.. but i think i am still the same old me...

Challenging myself on things that i neva thought i would get myself into... hopefully with faith i believe, with confident i hold and with GOD's love am blessed... i would be able to do this... wouldn't want the same mistake to be done and do not want to go thru the same whole shitty feeling again...

A whole New Chapter in my life...

Wish you were here....

12 月的天空

2010-12-19T10:53:00.000-08:00

就是不喜欢12月.... 没有特别的原因... 可能是圣诞歌的旋律，让我不知不觉的，伤感了起来...

还有5天... 害怕，5 年来，都是与他渡过... 今年因该还好吧，希望能与我所熟悉的一起到数...做回一天原来的自己，就算是抱头大哭，就让我放肆一夜吧... 太多不如意了... 我已经很乖了，就那么一下下吧...

12 月，是我的静与阴，对我来说，都是不如意的... 今年更别说，多了一单丧事.... 虽然都已经几天了，但悲伤的清绪还在...犹如刚刚接获消息的时候... Yeung再过两天就要走了，会怎麽样呢？？又是失眠的一夜..... 已经好久没部落各了，他的离去，让我真的很想再一次舒解我心中的情绪，不然我又要疯了.... 又想给BOON打电话了，他肯定又要杀了我... 哈哈！！

圣诞爷爷，我的圣诞愿望，希望我喜欢的人，我在乎的人，我不能失去的人，都能健健康康的，快快乐乐的活着... 活着是福嘛！！:) 我不是个好人，但至少我觉得我的愿望并不过分...

201210

3.11am

Rest In Peace

2010-12-17T11:10:00.000-08:00

Terence called to tell that one of our mutual friend passed away at 11.30pm on 17 Dec '10... I asked who??? and am i close to him???? in my heart was screaming so loudly "no"... i dun wanna know the name please... i really dun wanna know... Hwee Yeung is the name... yes, he is the one.... I screamed at Terence and accuse him that he lied... cos he always did... my tears was rushing out from my eyes and across my cheek.. with shiver tone of voice... i said: I'll call Way Boon.... as i will not belif...

I've always pray to be happy and everyone beside me to be healthy and strong...especially my family as i cant afford to loose any of them... no matter how much we argue, we fight... still i would want to be able to see them or touch them... The death of Hwee Yeung was a shockingly terrible and horrible news that i belif none of us wanted to believe in... It is one more month away from Chinese New Year and 2 months away from his 28th BD... why does he have to leave us in a rush?????? I force myself to believe tat GOD has a better and more important mission for him to accomplish... I AM BELIEVING.... it is a sleepless nite for most of us.... The rain outside the house is hinting and might be the GOODBYE & SO LONG sign from Hwee Yeung to us....

Yeung, I'll always remember what you told me... you was the one that encourage me not to make a simple thing complicated... not to let go on things that you love too easily... even I did not have a good ending with him... but yet, i appreciate advise that you once gave and am practicing it now... Regretted tat i always said wanna ask u out yam char with us and i din accomplish that till today... I took it for granted that we will meet as we stay so near... Am sorry... I know u are somewhere near HIM... somewhere tat is free from sadness and pain... somewhere better...

It is end of 2010, it is eve of Way Boon's BD..... He left us without saying Goodbye....

Wishing that his FB account will stays and we could search for his happy faces there wheneva we want to...

问

2010-07-23T00:16:00.000-07:00

在爱情里，我从来都不问“你家人与我谁比较重要”。。。因为我知道那是白痴问的问题。。。因而我从没在意过他选家人。。但他都不懂，他也不了解。。。

回想，我也没问过“你会爱我多久”，因为那时，期限都是曾经的他给我的。。而他说过会很久。。是我太有自信了，还是他让我太安心了，或是我对他太有信心了。。。真的是说的比做的好听，做的比说的难。。。

现在的我，不只是想听到发至内心的答案，也想看到发至内心的答案。。。

人会说什么都靠当时的情况。。那发至内心的会是何时呢？？唯有真心的行动才是实在的。。。

寒，冷。。

2010-07-23T00:09:00.000-07:00

他们都很好奇，为何我都不觉得的冷??

我想是否当你经过了心里的寒，那体外的冷真的并不再算什麽了。。。

体外的冷, 不治于心内的寒...

我心动了

2010-06-28T22:45:00.000-07:00

心动= 心存感动

谢谢你们，陪了我走了那么远。。路程遥远，但我知道是时候我自己走了。看似一个人走着，但我知道你们的支持永远都在。。。幸福已在眼前的，惜缘吧。。还没的，LET’S BE MY FIGHTER！！直到我们的幸福出现。。

Gal说是我在逃避。。。处于每一天把自己搞累了抱头大睡。。。然后第二天又重复着。。我是吗？？不懂，只是不想一个人。。可能也如他说的，我多的是朋友。。很侥幸的也是这一点，我的朋友就是不会让我孤单。。就是因为有你们的陪伴，我才自持着走到了今天。。但有时失落，是因为不想打扰任何人。。。

我把另一种希望寄托在另一个人身上。。我象似寄身虫，依赖在别人身上找回自己。。很不喜欢这样的我。。讨厌死了！！身为朋友，你们为我做的，真得够了。。我不能要求更多，你们别把我宠坏。。也别再为我担心，我真的很好。。。

我心动了。。我对你们都心动了。。

开始懂了

2010-05-10T03:52:00.000-07:00

谁还记得，是谁先说永远的爱我，

当初的承诺又是谁给我，

是你让我对我们存有信心，

是你让我相信会有我们，

是你说过要一起走到最后，

原来以前的一句话，是我们以后的伤口，

时间久了，路走远了，

当初的温柔，当初的十指紧扣，说过的要一起走到最后，

我们都忘了。

谁还记得，爱情开始变化的时候，

心中是清楚的，有一天，有一天都会停的，

但我选择了视而不见，

继续走，继续逃避，继续希望着和你手牵手到最后，

但原来我错了，我用错了方法爱你，

勉强会累，逃避会累，真的无法再往回走，

当我在你的眼中，看见了不同的天空，

终于发现我们的爱已经走到了分叉路口，

你选择放手，选择忘了我们，

忘了当初的温柔，忘了当初的承诺，

你让我学会放弃，遗忘与自爱，

这条路没有后悔，只有开始懂了。

Another Wedding that am looking forward for...

2009-09-22T18:50:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine from Drypers time is getting marry to my secondary school mate !!! Wat a brilliant arrangement and surprise we had in the middle of the nite... aahahhahahaha.... another message from this engagement telling us is the world could be very small... this couple knew each other and bcame Besties in secondary school time... and start dated only 3 years bec... Human are funny, they wonder around... looking around... at the end of the day, the Mr/Mrs Right is already beside of you from long ago... feeling urself wasting time???? I guess is not... cos neva try, neva know... neva try with the rest, how you know who is your Mr/Mrs Right ... right???? ahahahahhaa.....

Congrates to Ricky & Soo Ling... really happy for your guys.... till now... no1 knows that me & Ricky are actually Drypers mate... we knew since our dryper years... and now seeing my lifetime friend getting marry.. the feeling... speechless... =) Looking at those pics that we took ages ago... where we were cute & innocent... the feeling... PRICELESS...

Looking bec to myself... mayb i shall move on with my life then... continue to wait for the Mr. Right to be appear...

In da Office...

2009-07-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

Well... left me alone in the office blogging again... as usual when am not going to gym...

My life have been WORK, GYM, HOME ... everday without fail... it seems like a routine already... Well, am enjoying it... hehehehehe... However, there will sure be one week each month that am unable to workout in gym due to "Gals Sickness"... Frust...

This month is the 2nd month that am staying out... rented a room which was "claimed" nearer to my office... erm... at least i have my FREEDOM.. but then deep within, there's something missing still... finding reasons to go bec to my family.. hehehehe... am sure will move bec someday... =p

nothing much to update actually... my brain is blank.... haih.. shall go down to PARKSON and see wat i can buy there la...

Adios everyone... =)

TBC

Tears from dreams...

2009-06-20T21:57:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wake up early in the morning with tears on the edge of your eyes & face then thank GOD that it was just a dream???? Well, i did this morning...

Remember the 1st time things like this happen to me when i was still in Taylor... My long gone grad grandmother greed me goodbye for the very last time in my dream...i remember she passed away when i was Form 4, while i was having my PBSM (Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah) upgrade examination...it was a 2 days program and i have to call it off n rush bec to Jeram, Sasaran as was told that "Ah Tai" (Grad Grandmother in Hokkien) might not able to make it thru that day... In the car, i was in deep fear tat she is really gonna leave us and i beg GOD not to take her away...i am her favorite grad grandchildren as am the 1st grad grandchildren that she had... as u know in Chinese Family, the 1st gets most of the love... she was the one that take k of me (when i was still in my drypers)... When i arrived in Grandma hse, beside her bed,i hold her hand n beg her not to go.... i felt asleep as was exhausted of crying.... waken up when my aunt screaming "Ah Tai is going..." WELL, STILL... SHE LEFT US.. at the age of 90...

since then, on n off i have her in my dreams to guide me & advice me (i know it sound rediculous but it's true....) and am not afraid of that... am glad tat i can still c her... her face , her look still as clear as the time she left...it last for about 3 years..Then one nite, she came to say goodbye in my dream as she needs to start a new life...i cried... her face fade away and bcame blurred... i woke up wit tears on my face... i can remember the feeling... is was so real... as in she was really there.... since then, she neva appears in my dreams anymore.... now, i hardly remember her face... luckily i still have her pic in grandma hse....Since then, i belif when someone pass away, it doesn means we lost them foreva... they are still around us... guiding us... taking k of us...they are just not visible.... i call them my "Guardian Angels"...

Well this morning, I dreamt tat i lost someone that am in LOVE wit... just bcos of miscommunications...Just bcos i am denying how much i loved him... it's so fantasy type of dream... ahhhaha... i laugh even thinking of it... but then the feeling was so real...as real as the one that i had b4... till i can remember every single words tat i said in tat dream....that's the reason why i decided to blog this up... The story goes...

I was in a world where human use lights as a transportation (just like the world we can c in STAR TREK movie, and i sweaR i did not watch any of those movie the nite b4...) ppl around me was my 1.6 group members from Taylor... SY & YF+ My youngest sis was there... In my dream i woke up bside Han (my love ones) and left without informing him as i have a mission to save 5 kids from another planet in order to save the world (sound like the HERO series..i know... i think i can come out with a movie d... can proposed this to HOLLYWOOD mayb... hahhha...) Then, Han woke up without seeing me with thought that i've left him... he leave and try to look for me... and ever since then he neva return... as some said that he lost in the GALAXY as lights he travelled with was uncontrollable....i neva see him again...sounds dramatic ler... ahahhahaha.... i cry as i regreted that i neva told him what is really in my heart and what was i thinking... My 1st feeling when i woke up was "Luckily it was just a dream...."

I know this dream thing sounds rediculous... but then the sad feeling was so strong till i woke up wit tears... i belif in dreams... hence, i belif it is delivering a msg to me n hinting me...it's for me to figure it out....

I belif some of us , most of the time cant remember our dream when we woke up... and most of us would see something or do something that is new but then the feeling was like "eh...i think i see this before / eh... i think i did this before... i think it's in my dream... " this is what we called DAEJAVU...scary rite??? but, i belif most of you tat read this will go "YA!!!"... =)

It's been a looonnnggg blog... hope u won get bored reading it...

neway, not say that my blog is famous... so dun care... hehehehehe....

MY BD 2009

2009-03-02T18:07:00.000-08:00

Well.. well... someone reminded me that i still have a blog in blog spot... akakakaka... she said that i should update my blog d wor.. cos it's not very attractive to feature my scary eye once they click into my blog... it's damn scary, she said... akakaka... kkk... i should update something then... =p

Referring to the title of this blog.... I know... I know.. I should have did this earlier....hahahaha... but was bz ler... My BD in 2009, well it was divided into 4 parts this year.. hehehehe... My Collegemates, my Parksonians, my workmate & my lifemate... hehehehe....

Collegemates
Big thanks to the organizerss... YF & SY... it's been countless years that you gals did it for me... =) Well, BD has always been the reason for us to gather... this time round.. really surprize me that you gals manage to get Jan, Kuok Hou & Choy Foong into the picture... hehehehe... even it's not all that attended, but still it meant alot to me... =) I understand and noted that sometimes i did take our Friendship for granted and sometime even overlooked it... but i know u gals won be mad about my careless attitude, rite?? hehehehehe... it's amazing that we still as close even it's been 7 years already... and i do hope that it will be prolong till the day when we have our children + grandchildren+ great grandchidren... and the list goes on & on... hehehehehe... cant imagine the days where we have our grey hair and complaining bout the kids & husbands... muahahhahaa... Sure by that time, you gals are "siew lai lai" d la... i might still working like shit for some company... *snob snob.. Last but not least, thanks alot for the present as well... I LOves it.. hehehe.. you all really know my taste man... =p

For Kuok Hou, i think you are rite... hahahaha... am the hub... but i think am more Intel Centrino ler.... cos I connecting people... akakakakaak....

Parksonian
Am lucky to start an office job with such helpful & friendly colleagues... and wat impress me was there's no politic among us.. (I heard lots of company have that when there's many gals around...) I always think that am the lucky one to have all good ppl around me... =) God treated me well by giving you all to guide me & to teach me....I belif everyone meeting up for a purpose.. and there's also purpose for me in meeting u guys... from you all, i know myself more especially letting me know that i still have so much to see, so much to learn and so much to grow... Thanks guys... for my lunch mates & also my craziest A&P team.... Appreciate it...Also, thanks for the 2 big cakes... it really FILL me... i grow by 1 kg d ler....

Workmates
Ok, this is out of ordinary... they was the 1st one to celebrate with me UNEXPECTEDLY... hehehhehehe... well, i suppose it's a agency lunch treat cum BD celebration for me i guess.. but still appreciate it... =) This actually add on to my friends list... akakakaka... you all make me realized that the world is small man... Mun Fen & Yi Hwa are friends for Shawn & Alex... hahahaha... SEE... God gave us a purpose to meet each other.... =) Adios... Take k... ^.^ Deon, Thanks for the Jogoya, the next would be Bah Kut Teh in Klang i guess... akakakaka....

The one and only that's special, My yet to be LIFEMATE...
hehehehe... yes, it's you la... Dong Dong... Again, this is the second time that you made it for me.. hehehehe... Thanks for the thoughtful Dinner & gift... hehehehe.... AM LOVING IT... i promise that next year your Bd will sure be as grand.. hehehehe... Thanks for tolerating with my endless demands and needs... love it when u manja me la... one of my BD wish also involve you de.. but then cannot tell cos some said that your wish will not be granted if you say it out... hehehehe... cos i wan it to come true.... ^0^ LOVE YOU...

Ok... that's all for now... i was suppose to update something on my Bali Trip.. but i guess it kinda toooooo late for now... akakakakaka.....

There you go Nat... hahahaha... something to cover my scary eyes...

To Be Continue...

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Chinese New Year 2009 - Holy COW year

2009-02-04T02:09:00.000-08:00

The 9th day of Chinese New Year in Lunar calender (I know.. i know.. i was suppose to write this 2 days bec but was bz ler.. ;P)... hinting that CNY 2009 is coming to an end soon...time flies tho... SAD... A month ago, I was waiting for it and was excited bout it... and now am counting down to the end of it and also my long waited vacation...i tot of this while on my way bec to Klang @ 3.00am after the Pai Ti Kong prayers which on applicable to the Hokkien communiy (Proud to be Hokkien... ^.^)...kinda miss the sound of firecrakers, the fireworks & of course the Ang Paos... why is all happy moment passing by faster than the sad ones... arrggghhhhh....

I've always LOVE CNY celebration, it's always equivalent to REUNION & SPRING season:

REUNION : Family Reunion, Secondary & Primary School Reunion, Collegemates Reunion, Uni-Mates Reunion.... reunion.. reunion... non-stop... and all the dinners + delicious 9 course meals also contributed to the weight... who suffer??? Weighting Machine... akakakaka....

SPRING : Well Well... CNY will always ties bec to RED !!! Ang Ang bo hai lang !!! (in Hokkien)... ^.^v... well this year, i got the most amount of NEW pieces of clothes added to my wardrobe... heheheheh... Thanks to Parkson on sponsoring... akakakak... well, not all la.. part of it.. also, I think i've been old minded this year as I looked for more on RED colour... akakakaka...

Okay, after the Primary defination of CNY, here comes the Secondary.... hehehehe... Gamble Season... this year i really gamble and seems like GOD of Luck wasn at my side... Lost RM 26 in total... well the amount might seems small to certain group of ppl,the Gambler... but not to me, the low income earner... hehehehe.... haiyo.... ='(

Photo of my CNY 2009:
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=670270690
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/album.php?aid=75779&id=660861229

My 1st again...

2009-01-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

Here come my 1st blog again after so many years... still remember that my very 1st one was in Friendster during my stay in Aussie.. kinda miss it.. Thanks to Babe the intro... ^.^v

Cant consider myself as a blogger as i writes only when am down... just to let the whole world knows am pityful mayb... to pity me... mayb just like Babe said.. Gals need lots of care and they would like to be the center of attraction.... =)

My purpose for this blog?? erm... too free as am now MC-ing at home and do nothing??? Had a very serious eye infection since yday morning... I think the blood capillary of my eye burst la... Seen 2 doc and both said the different stuff that confused me... One said it might due to dust / scratches that i accidentally cause to myself, today the reddish area gets bigger and nearer to the black eye ball... cause me a shock... when bec to the doc and he ask me to go specialist where i need to go bec to my company panel doc to have the reference letter... and then panel doc said it's only a small case that might due to a heavy stuff that i carried days before.... gave me MC for a day... hmmmmm.... doc is the best and we should follow rite??? Tell myself if tml get worst... i really need help d... scare of getting BLIND ... ='( (Honestly, I cant recall any unconfortable or caring heavy things for the past few days wo... so wat explain the cause of this reddish area?? Weird la... and non of the doc can explain clearly to me... )

Jo called and told her bout it... got scolded as she said "it's your eyes u know.. got claim o not better check with specialist..." hmmmm... still thinking... =p I think the insurance that i bought dun cover this... i think i really need to meet up with my insurance representative on this.... hahahaha....Well, Terence said that if Blind he still willing to take me... akakakakaka...

Haih... sad to start a new year with so many illness... Finger skin pill off, eye infection and wat come next??? was thinking am i getting brain cancer??? "TOUCH WOOD !!!! hehehhe... scare la... haih... mayb i shall talk lesser with Han on the phone.... =p

Here comes some pic of my eye... hehehehe... bit disturbing la.. those that cant take it.. better dun see... hehehehe...